Saturday, June 23, 2007
五月天。。
哎哟。。这几天都很累耶。黑眼圈越来越深，@.@。。熊猫熊猫熊猫猫。。。~都一直在温书，希望能读多少是多少。。。
哇。。天气实在热得受不了。。风扇开了第二号我还是会流汗。。~就希望我不会病倒啦。。
就写到这吧，晚安。
其实很多人都不知道为什么他们要活着。。有些事生来就不公平。。Wednesday, June 20, 2007
These few days hav been very stressed up at home studying for exams.. Nt much time left.. I study and study and study.. But it seems no ending to it.. Can't possibly finish everything nw.. Hav to study wat I FEEL is impt.. Tis is the only way nw.. Or else I tink I'm going crazy..
五月天。。
别怕别怕，凡是心里都有五月天陪伴着我。别人怎么想根本不干我的事。最重要是我自己了解自己知道什么，不知道什么。
Calm...
Friday, June 15, 2007
五月天。。
前天，姐姐放工回家时，看见隔壁邻居的神像盖上一条红布。进家门就告诉我。我们都不知道为什么，而且觉得怪怪的。所以就到厨房问妈妈。原来隔壁的老婆婆过世了。我听了愣住了。心里突然感到悲伤起来。我还记得，在我上小学的时候，老婆婆为人很开朗，常常会在附近散散步。可是有一天她在家里跌倒，就再也没好起来，必须依靠轮椅。那天起，老婆婆就再也没踏出家门一步。就这样过了好多年，我都升上理工学院了。就有那么一次，我看见她的家人把她推了出来要送她去医院。我和他们搭一样的电梯，我真的被吓一跳。老婆婆整个人瘦了一圈，她根本就认不得我了。也许老婆婆这么一走，对她和她的儿子是一种解脱。毕竟，外面的美景她以不能享受，只能被病痛缠着。
唉，不知道什么每次听见有人以不在，我就会难过。不管是认识或不认识的，都难过。上个星期六，Huixian告诉我她一个朋友过世了，我也有点难过（虽然我根本不认识她朋友）。她朋友才26岁耶。
原来爱身边的人要很勇敢，因为你要有勇气去接受他们会离开你的那一天。。。
我没有勇气，也很怕面对现实。。。
天使，
请保佑我身边的每一个人，特别是我爸爸和妈妈。。
Monday, June 11, 2007
五月天。。
今天头一直一阵一阵疼，难受死了。脑袋不知道是不是要坏了。有什么地方可以修理脑袋啊？我的Lavender Peace Land, : j... 等一下就去。虽然头疼，但还是有拿书出来温习耶。够乖吧（读了头更痛……-_-) 今天读了Thermofluids的第一课。嗯……蛮难理解的。虽然知道自己读书比别人慢，但我有用心耶，是真的。嗯……所以总而来说，今天只看了那一本。听起来好像没读什么，可是要学和记的东西可不少耶。然后就玩玩电脑，听听歌，传传简讯，看看电视……就这样，一天又要过去了。。
好了，就聊到这吧。
晚安。
When the dreams fall away
and the promises is forgotten
will there still be someone there
for me
Sunday, June 10, 2007
五月天。。
休息的时间总是过的特别快。两天没有书的感觉只有一个字可以形容，“爽”！人放松多了，心也平静多了。嗯，明天又是星期一，要温习一下功课了。唉，加油我吧。就写到这，姐姐也要用电脑。
晚安。
五月天。。
我常常会想，我在朋友的心目中是个什么样的人。是不是不怎么样？不友善？心地不好？说话常常伤到别人？。。。:S, 想着想怎么想到这么多不好一面的我。下了我。好的我我却想不到。是真的想不到，还是真的没有？:S, 应该是第一个可能性比较高。哈哈，安慰自己一下嘛，讨厌……
我在朋友心目中到底是个怎样的人啊？今天心理测验为我解答吧！:)
無憂無慮的天真派
“你是一個沒心眼的人 (好耶)，想法單純 （啊！那不是很容易被人骗？），凡事都不會有計劃或想太遠（嗯……计划倒是没有啦。也不会想太远啦，只是会想太多，哈哈。。） ，屬於今朝有酒今朝醉的類型。原則上，你的朋友都會滿喜歡你，只是有時候你的天真可能會為別人帶來一些不必要的麻煩，只是你常常自己都搞不清楚 （真的耶。对不起喔……）。”
Friday, June 8, 2007
Today Maths test.. Hm.. Was ok lo cos got copied abit.. Hehe.. It's quite bad but I don reali noe how to do so... Somemore I couldn't concentrate doing cos ppl keep asking me.. Argh, made me abit panic.. Den after tat acc her to her new hse to do sth.. Her mother was sick.. Quite serious I tink.. Then chit-chat in the new hse for awhile.. Poo poo... Then reached home mum nag nag nag.. -_-... After finishing my dinner, when to fren's hse to take sth.. Came back bathed... Like tat lo.. Haha..
五月天。。
又到了跟你聊心事的时间了。。嗯……该说什么呢。。让我想一想。对了，我两个星期不用上课耶。。因为是用来准备考试的。。唉。。有好多东西都学不懂，怕怕耶。又找不到人诉苦，说了又会被人挖苦，还是不说比较好。说了也没人信，还是自己安慰自己吧。至少在家哭没人看见。哈哈。。明天给自己休息一整天。希望能让我的心平静下来。~
你可不可以不哭了？很丢脸耶。我自己都受不了……
Thursday, June 7, 2007
Today Metrology test.. Hm.. Was ok lo.. The calculation qs can do but the theory qs, nono... Didn put in effort to study for the theory qs.. But nvm la, overall is alright.. Hm.. Today made her angry.. Cos 'I jus walked away like tat' was very wat to her... I jus feel uncomfortable standing in between them when they are talking.. I don wan to noe wat they are talking.. Cos when I see them laughing, I jus feel so xtra.. But I didn walked away tat far, she still can see me.. Then she went to acc her fren to buy things and I was in the lecture room, I was damn worried why she didn come in.. Wondering where did she go.. She came back wit angry face.. Then I didn dare to tel her tat I was worried for her, it might jus sound very fake at the moment.. So I jus pretend tat I didn feel anything.. But did cry for the next moment.. My watertap damn lousy.. I need to change it...I m glad to see so many nice ppl surrounding u and taking care of u.. So I don hav to worry anymore if anything does happen to me.. 五月天。。是不是死了的人才没感觉？嗯……好想不是耶。。小时候好像听妈妈说过，有时会下雨是因为死了的人在哭。。:S, 怕怕。。
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
Today went to Ye Zi's hse to revise for tml EG2131 test.. Revised only for awhile then watched VCD tgt.. Is a very touching show.. Is abt how faithful the dog is towards its owner.. Haiz.. The dog died in the end.. Very sad.. The title is "Zai Jian, Xiao Xue".. After watching the show, went in to Ye Zi's room and chit-chatting... Joanne and Ye Zi talking, while I slpt on another bed.. Then after that i woke up and joined the conversation.. Den suddenly talked abt sth sth.. But tat sth cannot let Ye Zi noe.. I donno wat is tat sth sth, bt Joanne said I gt guessed it correctly.. Gosh.. Tried to recall.. Bt I had said out so many possibilities tat I donno which 1 is it.. -_-.. Hm.. Den Ye Zi even cried for tis.. :( Sayang.. Hm..
五月天。。
嗯……可能是因为明白自己为人不怎样，所以总觉得身边的人都会离开我。。
Sunday, June 3, 2007
五月天。。
好累喔…… 好久没有睡个好觉了。这几天都是过了半夜12点才睡的。。唉，要忙这忙那的，忙的简直喘不过气。学校压力很大。。有时会不知不觉哭出来，因为温书花的时间比别人多好多倍。。很多都学不会。。嗯，我就是我嘛，I am who I am... 哈哈，想起光良的歌。。最近眼睛有点干干的，眨眼睛会有点痛痛的。大概是太过疲劳了。要多滴眼药水。。你们应该也很忙吧。唉，地球上的人应该都一样忙的吧……
晚安。
Everyday seems so blur to me.. Hope to dream of heaven, the most beautiful place tat
ppl hav been talking
abt..
Doraemon pocket: There is this machine which can
photocopy another me.. So there are 2 of me, to spread the tasks I
hav on hand.. Tat means my time is double. I + I can use same time to do difference tasks!!!
