Back to sch again.. The 1st lesson was damn boring. The teacher is very strict lo.. If late for donno how many mins is considered late.. Wah Kao.. And nw lecture only consists of 2 classes!! How to survive sia.. Last time 7 groups all have lecture tgt more fun, and more noise.. Nw.. I can't laugh too loud anymore, I can get caught easily at anytime.. Argh.. WTF..

I was feeling damn uncomfortable for the whole day.. The weather is hot and I sweat a lot.. Tat made me feel very uneasy.. And I keep feeling that I'm dirty or sth.. I also keep feeling that people are looking at me like I'm dirty or ugly.. OMG, depression??!! Tink is this few days I slp too little that's why tink too much bah.. Argh! Donno.. Jus feel very uncomfortable..

My class is getting less and less people.. And it seems like it's getting worse.. Early in the morning, met my frenz they all at Yio Chu Kang MRT.. Die die 1st thing people asked is result! Result, result and result!! The 1st one to ask me is Sham! He asked me abt my GPA.. He tot I got 3.9 sth.. But I told him 3.7.. He tot I was lying.. Fcuker! Was damn angry at the time, but jus didn wan to show out.. And he even told me he got how many As and 1 DIST.. Then after that Ying Tian, nan etc also asked.. They were shocked I got ONLY 2 As.. Keep asking how come how come.. WTF, how I know! Don ask stupid q can! Actually I'm quite OK wit my result le.. But when they asked and I also know their result, wow feel way way down lo.. It made me feel more tat I didn really put in effort for the exams lo.. And somemore Sisi asked me if I got A for my 1024, I said I didn get lo.. Den she was shocked cos Ye Zi copied mine and got a A!! Wah kao!! Why mus they come and tel me all these when I didn even open my mouth and ask!! Argh!!......

My hair is very dry today.. And this made my mood even worse.. And J, busy as usual.. She's always very busy. Half way wit us, she went to look for her fren.. Rose jus broke wit his bf and was damn upset, J need to keep her acc so tat she won't feel lonely.. Den com lesson got 1 repeat student which is J' fren, she also need to look after her cos she is alone in the lesson.. She has so many things to do and none of it I could help.. So I also didn wan to talk much during lesson.. And during the lesson J they all were laughing away which I can't catch it. (as usual...) I also can't be bother, jus wan to go home asap to bathe.. Feel my body sticky.. Oh ya, and today I also realised another thing.. Actually I've nth much to talk my girl classmates.. Jus don say abt nan they all.. Today we were having lunch at AMK Hub, and Sisi, Ye Zi and Jo sat tgt.. They talked and laughed a lot.. And it's continuous.. Tat I realised tat I seldom hav so much thing to chat wit them.. Esp Ye Zi, she seldom got things to talk to me and I donno why..??? If I'm NOT Jo's fren, I don tink I'll click wit my classmates.. Cos I like to gao zi bi..

Argh.. Heck care.. Jus feel so lousy today..